You Are Gone

It took a long time for me, To realise that you are not here. The reality of the life, I cannot hide; But still I can hope and try. Your friend said me, that she trusts you more. And suddenly, I was reminded of the day; When you told me the darkest truth. I was not able to believe, but I trusted you, and left the topic where it was. Did my trust meant nothing to you? Or was I just a thing to use? I always kept my feelings at a side, and never thought of saying it, when anyone was by my side. It took a long time for me, To realise the truth that I always wanted to hide. But the reality takes its way and I was forced to loss my way. I kept on hiding the works I do. It was not easy for me, But I did the things; my heart forced me to do with my will. It took a long time for me, To realise that I was no more a part of your life. Leaving you was not at all easy for me. But for you I did this and I set you free. It was the hardest decision that took place. But this is the reality that I have to accept.