Would You

I often ponder in my thoughts If I was another chick would you spare more time Would you be more kind Would you post pictures of us to show me off or boast Would you see texting or talking to me as a task or chore or would your heart beat with anticipation the moment you awake to connect with me anyway you could Would you miss me so much that you automatically greet me with a huge kiss n a hug Would you remember anniversary dates, take me out on dates and cherish moments shared with feelings of bliss Would you want to meet my family Would you desire to engage in deep converations ; not just listening but actually hearing what I say Would you consider my emotions and feelings considering my trust issues insecurities I came with ;luggage and baggage from past relationships and some that youve added to as my carry-on Boarding this flight though I hate heights and flying, like falling in love Crash n burn our land safely despite the turbulence that may occur... If you were with another girl I think you would Disturbing to think that way What more can I say It is what it is, I give 80 percent but you cant even meet me half way