Who Am I

Who am I? Who am I? I don't know I closely examine myself in the mirror hoping the question may be revealed. I see the eyes are my eyes They are empty, Dark like the deep regions of the Universe. Emotionless Fake laughters, meaningless smiles, Dry cries gives me a false sense Of human behavior. Who am I? I don't know I talk I think I interact But I still feel isolated Abandoned by understanding Deserted by knowledge I'm mysterious to most because I'm unknown to myself. Who am I? I don't know. I self mutilate to see if I feel the pain. I feel none. I feel numb. As the blood pours down my left Arm, I'm relieved that I do bleed. Suicidal thoughts flashes throughout My mind But love pumps my heart. My heart reinforces hope. Who am I? I don't know The Death of companions Has taken parts of my puzzle. I'm an incomplete masterpiece, A flawed design. Components to who I am is lost Never to be seen in this lifetime.