Vision of light

here i go again not so clear my name is not clare but there is so much to bare at times not fare count mayself as fearless woman of light lets not call the cattle black fadeing images bumping walls face to face darkness falls bright light widows open wind touches kiss flare deep emotions start to brake the harder the hit the grater the fall no walls near or far to hold on to sustain the in pack diming sight not so bright cant see the grass greener on the other side when gray clouds loom about whats to be your fate in a matter of time not fond of holding on to be led to and from let alone depending on independient always have been another hit from below frist one dim the lights second is to sleep lights off for good i look above for whence my help comes from no stubbling here made strong dont get me wrong what dose not kill dose make you strongest been there done that always standing firm full armor in place given grace gradatude for mercy placed upond my heart for all my down falls i in braced as stepping stones on my path to rightousness here i go again not so clear but playing it by ear prayfully another year