Vanishing Point

Sometimes we talk without thinking Sometimes we give without counting And sometimes we wait for something that’s only skin deep, Love is beautiful that’s what novels say Love is painful that’s what my core felt But between my pain and their beauty there’s a huge mountain A thorny path that we had to cross I’m not ready for love I don’t really know if it’s a silly excuse that I’m giving you to push you away Or my heart’s still stuck in the same sick highway that leads nowhere What can I do if my depth is worn out? What would you do to these unhealed scars? I’m so tired lost in this moment collecting sores and regrets I want to cry but there’s a drought in my eyes I want to escape but I have no place to go I wish I could erase him from the story of my life I need to move on and live with you another fairytale But why it’s always easy to be caged in love’s town And it’s so damn hard to break its walls down The more you hold onto me the more I feel chocked You say you will save me but why your presence makes me scared The feeling you gave me was so strong That my heart couldn’t absorb And it threatened his memories that I'm treasuring within my bones Don’t touch my body where he used to do Don’t try to kiss me the way he used to do I said I’m not ready for love? Cos I'm still living under his canvas And I do believe we still move in the same exalted circles Since we’re alive There’s never a vanishing point To what we’ve started When we were rolling the same league Loving so legit