Vacio

Alone…so lonely in this place, Like the pages of my life erase, As I look in the mirror, unfamiliar face, I see the pain, as I see your efface. I went to sleep, went out for a stroll, I live a daily battle for the salvation of my soul, Look inside me, look into that empty hole, Waiting to be filled, waiting for my purpose to unfold. Round and round I go, on this evil carousel, My spiritualality is so unwell, No one is ever themself, Like Lucifer himself, I have found that from grace I fell. I miss my Angel, so far from me, Emotion are a mental tsunami, Future is dismal, can not foresee, My inner church, I stand in its debris, Forgetting my own decree. Tired of feeling as though I am dumb, Tired of feeling the unsettling numb, Anxiety kicking in, my heart feels like a drum, this ! I am so done! But I live in a giant wheel, around I run.