Trying to forget u

My life, empty My heart, pained Popping pills down my throat heart racing, blood boiling as I indulge myself in carnal desires Drown another glass seeking thrills on the fine line that separates life and death, hoping to forget u Another whiff(overdose) only to stay high high enough to not see u As ur memory eat away my days it's just another sign of my failure, my failure to keep u, my failure to have u, my failure to desire to live, maybe only then, in death will I forget u