Too Long For Guidance

As I sit here in deep thought, Guilt,despair,hurt,pain,lie's, I'm in need of happiness,strength, guidance. I want to leave all these thoughts of quarrels, Life has taken me through storm's, and sunshine. I'm still standing,trying everyday to repent, The more I try...i fall down again, and again!! I say I'm alright, But really, I'm hiding this fight for a clear sight. Everyday is a struggle to a clear mind,and living, I still hold my head high,stand strong And pray for a better beginning!