Three Cheat

Three days ago I did not wonder if you loved me Five days ago I did not wonder what you would do if you could not me Three months ago I did not think that in my lowest moments you'd disrespect me Three days ago I did not think I'd look at your phone and see A million photos, ones not of me Three days ago I needed comfort from things the world did to me Three days ago I did not need comfort from the ed up you did to me Three days ago I didn’t wonder if i was pretty Three days ago I thought you loved me Three days ago I did not think about getting an std when you ed me Three days ago I wondered why you wouldn't just marry me Three days ago I did not know that it was because it wasn't only me Three days ago I sat and cried about the babies I have lost that you wanted to have with me Three months ago you saw some other girl’s pussy Three weeks ago I wanted to know why you seemed unamused by nudes One day ago I found out that it was because you're just like other dudes Three days ago I needed you to hold me, love me and let me sing to you Three days ago I had no doubt that something was going on Three days ago I chose to not find out, to be whole instead of torn Three days ago I didn't want to look into it because I didn't want to see any of that But Three days have went Three months have went Today has come I know everything Yesterday I let you comfort me For the pain I paid an expensive cost You should've paid me for all the tears I lost Left bruises on my body just because it got heated I guess it's true and they were right he ing cheated Yesterday I let you try to see Every ed up thing you claimed wasn’t reality But tomorrow I will not have "you" And you sure as will not have me.