The Rain

The world what a big place so enjoyable and full of choices I don't hate you I rather just enlighten you on a few things when you decided to get rid of your sweet baby girl still fresh inside the womb she wanted to see what the world was like Mom I didn't want to go I wanted to experience the difficulty and the beauty of the world my first kiss my first date the idea of me one day giving life but it was snatched I know this was the hardest decision that was made the seed was forced inside you by a disgusting human being who doesn't see the sweet essence of a women he saw breast and a vagina and a frighten woman I don't hate you for not loving something that wasn't loved in the process of intercourse I don't blame you I have looked for peace within myself I have searched for forgiveness and I give it to you my dear holder not mother but holder of child I forgive you love... what name I decided to call myself when you made your choice April