The Groaning Soul

Series of my controversies Are signs of our differences, Palaver in my spirit, Making me feel like a culprit, The ritual by my fingers, Are what i call impending dangers, It creates controversies It supplied miseries. Physically and mentally, Spiritually and socially It sends my soul to penury, A strange and unusual penury. Mine is the groaning soul, Mine is the unwanted zeal, An urge that makes me err, An urge the morals fear. Yours is like a bright candle light For your heart is without plight, And your fingers, innocent. If my heart will gather momento And control the members that carry out The wishes of my urge. Then i shall become like you And my soul will groan no more..... ============================= Another song for all addicts.