Tentativeness

Times get spent in eternal search, Betwixt life and death life perch; Holding here; holding there, Hanging like monkey; not fully aware; Temptations of growing higher creep in, Like other unfulfilled desires within; Illusions-filled dreams; nasty nightmares, Midst these, sleep stands and stares; Kith and kin assure: we're here, Who truly cares? - is to none clearly sure; Having peripherally pleased and within cursed, Friends and relatives go around as nothing happened; Momentary joys, like, butter over toasts, glitter, Only to melt and make their presence blur; Butterflies and dragonflies; moths and beetles, Get pecked by instantly appearing eagles; Confusions and chaos in annuls of graves end, Eagerness of living, like untimely moon, seems crescent; Quest, in forms of queries, persist, At one stage, as act of death, everything does exit... 13 March 2022