Synonym of Developmental Slavery

Synonym of Developmental Slavery there once was a bashfully bashful shy and mistreated, abused girl who new only about her own back yard and in that backwards back yard she did not grow the proper intellect now in a enforced slavery of the mind she be not (wasn't) aware for bondage new it's captive seemingly from birth planting many unaware involuntary subjection's to provide for others servitude now embedded in the small outpaces of one's mind unwilling to be enslaved to the cruelty of it all i do fight back as if by swinging at the air with complete brainless misses by emphasizing my complete right to suffer and contractually perish to be a moth to flame flickering my last dire moments in a vivid, and intense violent dance wings are set to a fiery luminosity ending has no wisdom of glory now bondage holds no captivity over me burden was a cruel inescapable master