Subject: another shakespeare sonnet I liked
Open your Gmail. You have exactly
3,895 new messages unopened since
Four years ago. They all sell shoes,
College application tips and remind you
That you used to send poems you liked to
Your English teacher.
Pre-1850, usually. A wonderful, dirty
Receipt of all your living.
See the starred messages flash
A canary yellow right above your Drafts. Open
Apology letters that you thought would be
A good idea to type out. Slides 7-17
Sent to the boy you longingly glanced at in the hall –
Biology, of course. Now he’s in a small
Liberal arts college, in some town, with the same
Scruffy hair. Except now he lies on his LinkedIn.
Glance at an article your dad sent to you about
Rising popularity in AI tools. Earlier you called him
And withheld the urge to cry, or else he’d cry too and
They never really tell you what to do when
Your dad is crying. Look, a kind invitation
To give your money to some burning zoo,
Or a kids’ hospital you went to once. You miss
their foil wrap lunches. The clinic here
Doesn’t offer that fruity juice you liked
Or any smiling stickers. Yet you yearn for it
The mixed peach-banana flavour and
Strawberry hue, though you don’t recall
Much else of what you used to like
Or who you used to be. Learn to be more honest.
To be more careful. Compassionate. Selfless.
Learn. Your words matter. No, scrap that
Boy 17 said actions speak louder than words,
Or some rendition of it. He wrote an essay
About this for his introductory college seminar and
– you should know – for some reason posted it online.
There are softer things to learn. The words to your 10th
grade play, your valedictorian speech. Some lyrics
You put together for a Christmas duet
Performance with that kid who
Doesn’t speak to you anymore but
Whose harmonies you occasionally echo
In the shower. How about that rubric
For your Economics paper,
Or the list of questions that you prepped
For some speech tournament. But now
There are harder things to learn. Here,
Neatly dispersed throughout your screen
Lies your whole life. How you used to love it. Here,
Boxed within the purple-chosen outline
Of your Inbox. Select all conversations.
Delete All.
Copyright © Alexia Sextou | Year Posted 2025
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