Still Dithering With Hesitation On Brink Ii of Abysmal Precipice

Neither family nor scant friends twill mourn severance outlook linkedin inextricably forlorn accursed psychological agony since I got born incessantly pilloried courtesy bullies hood scorn, yours truly convenient scapegoat raked over hot coals preferable versus insidious, malicious, nefarious, opprobrious querulous, ridiculous, salacious... suffering post traumatic stress disorder wartorn invisible battle scars branded me, yet well worn shell shocked comfortably numbed skull (just another brick in the wall) jimmied heavily inebriated distilled, cracked corn trumpet silenced (think) muted horn. Anger at self wells up regarding passive stance (mine) convenient akin to jellyfish, and/or crustaceans without spine essentially a dorky nerdy wimpy kid i.e. faulty genetic design unsure if attributable to Capricorn zodiac sign essentially allowed, enabled and provided easy excellent access akin to scavengers to dine bitter draughts synonymous quaffing quinine bobble headed, I meekly, grudgingly, admittedly opine figuratively forced down gullet - nein letup liberally heaped upon courtesy 20/20 hindsight, a tangential pact with Sue S. Side, promising starvation diet package deal plus absent I, cant see (now a tan - gent) unwittingly did cosign.