Sorrows

You melted my dreams, Casted it on your expectations, Slammed it on me, To mesh with it with determination. Draining myself for you, Still heard what you have done? Before I close my eyes every night, I wonder,do you ever love? You mock at my feelings, That peep through my eyes, It's of heartache you gave, But I am tounge tied. You care of me sometimes, And it's alleviating, I forget all my sorrows, And think you're loving. But when the daydream shatters, And I come in light, All I see, Love is but a blight. I cannot utter "I hate you", I feel neither, Though you made me hate myself, Or the world either. Everyone says, I should be loving you, But I donot feel suchlike, I feel like I am at the darkest roads, Forlorn, Deaf and muted, I cannot even scream or cry. Subscribe to my newsletter to know more about me or to read stories written by me: https://curiestark.substack.com/?r=g9tif&utm_campaign=pub&utm_medium=web&utm_source=copy