So many opinions on abortion
Being Italian Irish Catholic
I can’t even imagine abortion
as an option for me my prayers
are with anyone struggling
with this so many ads a
woman’s rights a parents
rights why I adore being a
mom I adore large families
something that is going
way out of style big family
are filled with so much
love rather planned or
surprised even as teen
mom I was pro life purely
although when you are
a teen mom your mother
obviously becomes the
mother to that child as well
pure and simple it’s god choice
over life and death every life
has the god given right to be
born in our society so many
people can’t have children
deciding to destroy innocent life
a tiny embryo has a beating heart
how cruel to stop it from beating
I am reminded everyday wearing
wires pregnant for the Fbi buying
weapons and drugs from junk
sick cops today I suffer severe
ptsd still hearing my fetus heartbeat
loud as a fire engine panting
unaware so naive that alone
would cripple me emotionally
the rest of my life I wonder how
the female agent sleeps do
she think of us do she have
night terrors of herb-installing
the wires on my unborn child
do she wake up visions of my
unborn child wrapped in wires
property of the federal bureau
of investigation I remember
asking her could she tell the
difference between my heart
beat and the baby’s heart beat
I asked her if the sound waves
were hurting the fetus she said
she didn’t think so in that moment
shock discomfort disconnection
from my fetus I was afraid we
were damaging the fetus but I
trusted the fbi and finished the
job with four other children in
the back seat with the Fbi supervisor
after the job I slowly began to
break down spiritually emotionally
mentally grief stricken even though
the baby survived her injuries the
guilt of wearing wires pregnant
for the Fbi never leaves me ongoing
medication talk therapy journaling
I awaken every night hearing
the baby’s heart beat I wonder
if the female agent still hear
mine and my fetus heartbeat
as well I believe this was an
unholy act against an unborn
child staying in my faith knowing
I had no choice my children
lives were in danger by an arson
murderer of nine people I thank
god for blessing me with a big
family filled with so much love
I made the choice to keep my
unborn child unaware what
damages wearing wires on
my unborn child had caused
God has truly blessed me
I am so happy with Trump
many lives are being saved
what a beautiful blessing
God bless the USA
Copyright © Yolanda Nicholsen | Year Posted 2024
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