So many opinions on abortion

Being Italian Irish Catholic I can’t even imagine abortion as an option for me my prayers are with anyone struggling with this so many ads a woman’s rights a parents rights why I adore being a mom I adore large families something that is going way out of style big family are filled with so much love rather planned or surprised even as teen mom I was pro life purely although when you are a teen mom your mother obviously becomes the mother to that child as well pure and simple it’s god choice over life and death every life has the god given right to be born in our society so many people can’t have children deciding to destroy innocent life a tiny embryo has a beating heart how cruel to stop it from beating I am reminded everyday wearing wires pregnant for the Fbi buying weapons and drugs from junk sick cops today I suffer severe ptsd still hearing my fetus heartbeat loud as a fire engine panting unaware so naive that alone would cripple me emotionally the rest of my life I wonder how the female agent sleeps do she think of us do she have night terrors of herb-installing the wires on my unborn child do she wake up visions of my unborn child wrapped in wires property of the federal bureau of investigation I remember asking her could she tell the difference between my heart beat and the baby’s heart beat I asked her if the sound waves were hurting the fetus she said she didn’t think so in that moment shock discomfort disconnection from my fetus I was afraid we were damaging the fetus but I trusted the fbi and finished the job with four other children in the back seat with the Fbi supervisor after the job I slowly began to break down spiritually emotionally mentally grief stricken even though the baby survived her injuries the guilt of wearing wires pregnant for the Fbi never leaves me ongoing medication talk therapy journaling I awaken every night hearing the baby’s heart beat I wonder if the female agent still hear mine and my fetus heartbeat as well I believe this was an unholy act against an unborn child staying in my faith knowing I had no choice my children lives were in danger by an arson murderer of nine people I thank god for blessing me with a big family filled with so much love I made the choice to keep my unborn child unaware what damages wearing wires on my unborn child had caused God has truly blessed me I am so happy with Trump many lives are being saved what a beautiful blessing God bless the USA