Sickness

I'm sick of you, Tired of trying, In love with your lies, A mind-made paradise, I made for myself, All sugar coated with your colourless words, That I dipped in my false hope I'm sick of you, Dreaming of restarting, If I had the choice, I would love with you in both lives, Open your chained colours, Your broken life, Incomplete of love, by your restricting mind I'm sick of myself, Falling for your deceitful eyes, A void covered by layers of veils, When will I learn? Drowning in my quixotic desires, I await you, To hear your voice again, To melt under your gaze again, To smile at your jokes again, To embrace you, never let go I guess, I'll never learn... Fail and fail again...