She Laid There Peacefully

I watched her sleep , And almost dropped a tear Because she laid there peacefully And all i wanted to do was borrow her ear I wanted to tell her things..these things That haunt me even when I'm wide awake But she laid there peacefully When all i wanted was to tell her of all the traumas I've encountered..... Still in her presence.. How I'd lay on the floor crying wishing for a miracle to happen My hands would shake when agony hit from mind to heart I could still feel his claws tempering with my body I could still see the pleasure it drew in his eyes And i could still feel his member hanging over my head Waiting for a chance to force it's way in between my legs But she laid there peacefully Everything is not ohk When the rain falls , i wish it'd wash my mind clean ... And the rainbow ..paint colour to my heart I've wanted to tell her of all the times i cried till i was left with no tear to drop How I'd lay awake all night wishing i wasn't alive How i watched myself bleed after every razor cut Because i believed as my blood flowed the pain left my body too But all that never helped I'd spend days of tears and no one would notice ...not even her But she lays there peacefully When my heart bleeds When my body soaks in blood .