Shadow

I sit here all alone My heart cold as stone Nobody will care For the regrets i bare I'm on my own My depression shown Dying inside For the times i cried Suicide Is on my mind Wanting to send Myself to my end When I've died I will look inside To see what i am And be glad i tried I shut my mouth And close my eyes Countless regrets And endless sighs I didn't try Let him pass me by I don't know why I deserve to die All i am And all I'll be Is empty lies And faded memories He walked right by I died inside I am to blame I just sat and cried I brought much shame To my name Its not the same Theres too much pain I want to forget What I've done But what will that do Prove I'm worthless too He was all i had And now hes gone But I'm not sad I'm really mad...

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Allan Koven

Date: 6/22/2013 4:02:00 PM

You are not defined by someone else. You are a special gift to the world who will, given time be a shining light to others. Your soul cries for acceptance and it will come. I promise you.

Laura Breidenthal

Date: 10/10/2012 10:02:00 PM

Amazing expressions here, my friend. Know that you are never alone. Brilliant pieces, as always. I can relate to this piece and it saddens me. Always, Laura

Anne-Lise Andresen

Date: 10/10/2012 2:50:00 PM

Nathan, a powerful poem - well written. - oxox love Anne-Lise :)

Jasonpoet Boyd

Date: 10/10/2012 1:54:00 PM

Boy that is so emotionaly charged that I am worried about you. There is always hope and a way to let go of the past and to forgive not just others but ones self. Never quit and never give up because if you do give up then you loose and evil wins. This poem is too heart felt to be just made up so please turn it over to God and live.