Severely Withdrawn As a Doggone Lad

Severely withdrawn as a doggone lad... I wanted someone to hear me shout for help as recently recalled when yours truly a little barking whelp. After conversing with Amélie Beth (yesterday February 26th, 2021) yes, the same sibling diagnosed with nodule on her right lung chatted with said family member. Her brother (yours truly), could not sleep last night/early this morning what would ewe expect this rambunctious poet do... count sheep? Okay... wool ye go ahead and lambaste me!? Ordinarily counting backwards from one hundred helps trigger rem memorable cycles (never if ever rarely reaching zero - cipher, nought, the big goose egg...) usually does the magic, (albeit cheap trick) constituting one garden variety supertramp, who within blink of eyelash nods off to dreamland succumbing and submerging into subconscious. More so the latter half (regarding unsainted) days of mein kampf lived more satisfactorily meaning emotions shared between yours truly and family members. Suddenly important for me (at approximately 743.999 months athwart planet Earth) to finagle acknowledgement constituting care and concern regarding welfare of loved ones. Rather, a necessity to unleash pent up sentiments activating "Damn the torpedoes, full speed ahead!" An injustice to myself and deprivation to recipient, i.e. Amélie (who accidentally, inadvertently, and unwittingly triggered feelings of grievousness, ire, joy... ) to act adamant and withhold for whom the bell tolled valuable unpleasant turmoil or heavenly bliss within mine psychological state most therapists and/ or self actualized individual would concur if polled wisest, loveliest and healthiest personal choice to share lest internalized heart wrenching dilemma compromise palpable mutual (of Omaha) kith thing catharsis freeing restrained pent up angst kinship therapeutic as “Wild Kingdom,” whereby respective psyche constituting uber brotherly spirit doth lyft among soundcloud shutterflying amidst imagined lilies of field engendering region knolled king dome united, extolled and linkedin courtesy nirvana.