Self Destructive Self-Defense Mechanism

Gorging upon self-indulgence while your soul lies starving in the corner Dissociatively liberated from consequence as the host endures accountability Psychotically clinging to a desirable fiction (an accessible and depraved fantasy) and basking in its soothing narratives whenever the tangible becomes inconvenient Dipping sporadically into a permeable realm of artificial favorability Detaching yourself from that which exists to experience that which is merely theoretical