Seduction's Loss

I feel like I lost you yesterday. Perhaps I overstepped Some as-yet unestablished boundary between Trust and MisTrust Between winning cooperation and losing fear and anger competing trepidations, Like we tripped over a fuzzy dis-establishing line, Unarticulated landmine I am still not explicitly aware of where, exactly, it lies We lie together and yet apart InBetween winning Trust cooperatively co-invested in not not losing active DisTrust competitively co-divesting re-individuating private apartheid EgoSystems Both encultured, but separately developed, by human natured pathologically privileged standing apart from healthy gospel winning wealthy ecosystemically restoring our bilateral peace within polypathic EarthJustice, CoPassionate winners of cooperative Peace with intent to remain regenerately co-invested, healthy days and safe nighttime dreamers, happy. My active mistrust in-between noticing growing feeling fear of having lost you and an even narrower way toward winning nondualistic co-acclimation, inviting cooperative democratically healthy dialogue devoid of degenerative fear of losing what was never mine to autonomously own and defend with autocratically unhealthy debate against tomorrow's even greater wounds.