Second Chances Don'T Count

For one last time I got to tell you to quit this Im overusing the life once lost Is so fun to be high But so sad to see it fade My life ain't yours But this lithium is so prudent I love the feeling Hate the goodbye So again i shot myself with the drug Tell me welcome back's Is not my mistake you brought me here Get over it Im sure to find a solution after the drug effect goes off Im glad your not home I hate you so much Is the day i wanna sleep I die and you'll happy right? Im not alone in here Infinite party Dance the motions out My mistake to overuse this Third time overdosed Don't worry My friends ain't here but they will be next time At my funeral Im glad you love me darling Is so good to know i have one besides me No one left to dance with Now death takes me because im not staying here alone Is my life So as mines i choose when to end it I got room to dig I got power to kill But not to survive Is this how you feel Father?