Satisfaction Or Addiction

My world with full of illusion, Feel me with a potable description, All is a result of excitement and reaction, It goes beyond limit of creation, Where it undergoes a short lived oscillation, A shift of energy with no attenuation, All based on thoughts and its conservation. Is it all about nature and its selection? Should it be a place for natural habitation? I prefer to follow the story in succession, Never ever care about adaptation, I willfully chose a sign of no completion, And accepted its preconceived version, I get a jackpot of virtual validation, It has a cutoff duration, But still get all outlets as per my passion, A world of never ending fusion, Complex thoughts and there intersection, I want a never ending devotion, Where I am left with confusion, Is it a satisfaction or an everlasting addiction?