Rewired and Recalibrated

don't know what happened when i was under that vent for all those days something is strange. i like mustard on my salad. i hate diet cokes. i don't like to eat the things i used to and it is frustrated me and my family. i don't like my clothes. i asked my friend is this all we used to do watch t.v. and discuss what comes on next. "BORING" i want to get up and clean but my body won't mind me yet. here is what i really want to say, i feel nothing. nothing for people i once was caring and worried about. my emotions are gone. will i ever get them back? who am i now? janetta