revive and thrive

Impossible... It's terrible I said "yes" I am a mess I must address I am making progress It's more or less... Feeling alone On my own Fears and needs Wants and weeds Blending in with benevolence Getting over the aftermath of my evanescence I don't remember a thing all my life... All the strife Is gone I moved on... Revive and thrive... I am truly, sincerely alive Self-esteem screams out orgasmic loneliness and distress Coming out of me... Free me, that's my plea Jubilance joyously jams on Like music before the dawn Terrific...just terrific...anxious It's, this life, it's dangerous I'm afraid fearlessly... I'm afrightened by you honestly I love you, yet I don't I love you, yet you won't Choose to lose I choose to win I'm battered and bruised From deep within I'm positively optimistic Because I am being realistic I loathe being human, But, man oh man... Do I love seeing you, Shining bright with rue... I'm sorry, I am a sinner... Please forgive me... Please? Forget it, I'm full of You're endearing and enjoying my hurt Frozen in place I must run this race Of vast grace...without a trace... I must keep pace... And embrace... Comfort, deserted deserts of a worn-out shirt Forgive me, I'm not truly happy But, I'm content God's Kingdom Come... Become... Whole once more... I adore you so What's in store? More war? WOE? No, Tranquility in store . . .!