Remember Last April

Remember last April When I was basically incapable of practically anything? Except for getting high To keep my sanity within my reach I’d sit in my room and hide Pretty much every night It’s sad to say, but I’m still here Where were you my dear? I heard your screams why couldn’t you hear mine? No, nothing is ever fine I’ll just drink my fears away Remember last April? Wake up To putting in this make up And dance around like some happy f*cking clown Turn that smile upside down F*ck you snd f*ck this town I miss my room already At least in those four walls my mind was steady rotting away Please just stay right there I’m pulling out my hair just drinking about you Where were you my dear? I heard your screams why couldn’t you hear mine? No, nothing is ever fine I’ll just drink my fears away Remember last April? Meh Cry me a river Feed your liver 19 shots of liquor Maybe one day we’ll wake up snd this will all just be a dream Funny thing is I’ll still be in my room And, you still won't be here Remember last April? Where were you my dear? I heard your screams why I could go on forever, but let’s never forget All of those empty “I love you’s” Remember last April?