Puppet Strings

Damn for awhile I wondered why my voiced cracked and I got awkward, did you know that can be ripped from your body and yourr soul, especially without spirit, in back of your head hearing that your vision but just thinking, That's strange transformation back, I even had a manlier few moments at that, There was a women that was my mind, An effect from connecting too early with girls, It got raped as I shared my mind, Especially by abusive betas, Wondering what deaths like am I right, As I manifested that manifested to life, Right, Now my minds white walked like harry I still hear sins, The dead and reminders to win. The currency to be a man. Can you do it without titles backing muscle?