PLANS

Frozen eggs? Surrogacy? Cesarean delivery? Natural birth? To be a parent? Or not? Do we save for a child? Or just save for us? Thoughts are hammers on my soul. Which way do I go? Here or there? What is right? All I want is, your attention & light. Your strong arms wrapped around me, holding my waist. Never wanting to leave your embrace. Hearts on hearts. Face to face. Two breaths intermingled As one forever & always. Like the days before we were born. Mere stardust & nothing more. Before our earthly existence. We couldn’t resist this intangible inheritance. Now our thoughts are all we got. Were they chosen or bought? Decisions all wishy washy from forgetting the plot. Remember your purpose, here on this planet. As long as you don’t steer, nothing too terrible will happen. Take a deep breath my friend. Let your soul’s course take action. We got it covered from Here. Just sit back, relax, and you will Know when there’s needed action. Take it day by day. Step by step. Life isn’t what’s planned, but what you give back. So take that deep breath my dear friend, and let your handcrafted course take action. Because sometimes there is one that knows you better than you do. So have faith and trust, until there is needed action.