Overthinking

Why can’t I just be honest? Why is it so hard to tell you? I’m more terrified of rejection Then being left in the dark. Why am I having trouble To trust you and your intentions? Am I getting too paranoid Or should I trust my gut this time? Cause when I mess up with you I always keep blaming myself. Whenever I think there’s problems I always think I’m the one in trouble Your reassurance is what I thought I needed But I’m relying on your approval too much. The dynamic in our relationship Outweighs the balance on a scale I’m not sure how this relationship will end If it keeps moving like this, it’s gonna crash And I’m tired of being left in the smoke