Oscilating Startup

When I took my pen, to jot down my feelings, I was a bit hesitated, because’ my mind was yelling, At me, giving its appeal, that Is this possible for you to be so poetic??!! But my heart was against my mind, Giving me a sign for my proceedings. With the high spirits in my heart, I began to start, my poetic glimmer, Sometimes, in a dilemma to start, or should I depart?? I eventually decided that I would set a benchmark, With my penned sparks. I started to put all my darker shades and the brighter too, Starting with the two, later on few, And still it continues…. I don’t want to be the sun or the moon, Hoping, for at least to be the twinkling star among the many unknowingly known. Where I could feel that, now I am done, As a receiver of love and appreciation, In more Tons!!