One Last Smile of Sadness

just like she's always done with a heart and mind pricked by thorn there she stood with her black and yellow top And a blue jeans from a known fancy shop A golden wristwatch and a running hairband that doesn't stop Black shoes and a yellow hand-band With a face white like chalk-snow And a skin which paleness hath swallowed Apart from her sulking paces, full flagrant happiness followed Accompanied with shifts in mood and wilderness that shows Causing heads to shake, and mouths to blurt, and minds to to think their humanly share But none could notice her despair Happiness outside, sadness inside Because she envy all others who still have hopes of seeing their friends And those who continue to wish happy new year And those who shall continue to live in no fear If only life have for her a spare... Either a day, months, or a couple of years Today, from her wardrobe, of what is best, dearly and most expensive she wear Because tonight is the last of her days And before tonight, she is going to do all in her wish For surely today, counting her days hath end, and so is her diagnosis