No Hope Lost

I once thought of running down the street and facing the on coming vehicle, I once had the thought that I was all a bad luck, I once looked at myself In the eye and said am nothing but a failure, I always run cause I know I had failed again, I watched everything fly away just cause of my bigger ambition, They hated me not but my ambition, ,, They gave me several reasons of. disappearing, Have always loved unconditionally regardless of the pains and regrets I was no beauty to no one's eyes I once lost the hope of pushing on, I had broke down alone and no one to comfort me , I once scarified everything just to keep them going and dropping myself , A hope lost is always hard to regain, I did try giving up several occasions , But my present knew my future was glamorous, I once had the thought of giving up But here I am today. And I thought what if I had given up? I would be have been as hopeless as a desert , No hope lost.