My Robotic Fantasy

Livin’ in filth… Flippin’ out on everyone… Pow! to my head. Pow! to my head. Hand me a gun…gun… Was livin’ my dream Once in a great while Was dyin’ in reality Run just one more mile *whisper* What am I s’posed to do? Sit there and cry? Why am I sick with dem luv flu? Why do I lie… TO MYSELF!? I put my mind into my work Sorry for acting like a total jerk That’s so abserk Stressed out Dry as a drought But, I fought the battles that were wondering in my head The attitude of gratitude drench me not with dread Livin’ in a robotic fantasy Livin’ in a robotic fantasy Livin’ in a robotic fantasy Livin’ in a… Livin’ in a-a-a-a… Livin’ in a robotic fantasy… I speak in rhythm I speak to them A sweet talk of non-insanity I’m sane On another lane I’m sane On another lane I’m sane On another lane… Was livin’ my dream Once in a great while Was dyin’ in reality Run just one more mile *whisper* What am I s’posed to do? Sit there and cry? Why am I sick with dem luv flu? Why do I lie… TO MYSELF!? Nervous reaction…I talk with no action… My dreams will be fulfilled with satisfaction… Give me a fraction of your satisfaction… GIVE ME A FRACTION OF YOUR……….satisfaction….. Satisfaction… Shun out the light of the moon Happiness will hunt me down soon Livin’ in a robotic fantasy Livin’ in a robotic fantasy Livin’ in a robotic fantasy Livin’ in a… Livin’ in a-a-a-a… Livin’ in a robotic fantasy… I speak in rhythm I speak to them A sweet talk of non-insanity I’m sane On another lane I’m sane On another lane I’m sane On another lane… Society splintered my hope… I was addicted to you like people hooked on dope Was livin’ my dream Once in a great while Was dyin’ in reality Run just one more mile *whisper* What am I s’posed to do? Sit there and cry? Why am I sick with dem luv flu? Why do I lie… TO MYSELF!? Was livin’ my dream Once in a great while Was dyin’ in reality Run just one more mile *whisper* What am I s’posed to do? Sit there and cry? Why am I sick with dem luv flu? Why do I lie… TO MYSELF!? Decorate me with the finest gold I am young, yet I have a mind of an old, old Man, why does this pain drive me into insanity? Can I be free for once in a lifetime? Fairies dance before my eyes… Flowers bloom before my eyes… The grass is greener on the other side… Stay by my side…don’t subside from my side, my beautiful bride I’m crucified by these scars on my body… Everybody stares at me…………….me…………me………. Put a stop to this sorrow in my heart… It’s ripping me apart…and I’m drifting in the death cart Breathe into me your sunlit glee Breathe into me your bittersweet envy Breathe into me good traits from the Lord He struck a chord within me…an accord I can’t afford Livin’ in a robotic fantasy Livin’ in a robotic fantasy Livin’ in a robotic fantasy Livin’ in a… Livin’ in a-a-a-a… Livin’ in a robotic fantasy… I speak in rhythm I speak to them A sweet talk of non-insanity I’m sane On another lane I’m sane On another lane I’m sane On another lane… Was livin’ my dream Once in a great while Was dyin’ in reality Run just one more mile *whisper* What am I s’posed to do? Sit there and cry? Why am I sick with dem luv flu? Why do I lie… TO MYSELF!? Was livin’ my dream Once in a great while Was dyin’ in reality Run just one more mile *whisper* What am I s’posed to do? Sit there and cry? Why am I sick with dem luv flu? Why do I lie… TO MYSELF!? Drive this pain away from the scars I have on my skin Shedding awful thoughts of suicide from within *whisper* I want my own family To smile with them gladly Prescribe me happiness from up above I’m 17 years old and not acting my age…fly away, dear beloved dove Nervouscited as hell’s fire, coursing inside of me again Drowning in my tears again…let the journey of life begin Getting rid of golden….desire…. You dumped me in the trash bin…let the fire Burn your soul to the ground Like ashes, you fall without a sound Livin’ in a robotic fantasy Livin’ a robotic fantasy Relivin’ God’s way of life Forgetting the past’s strife… It slices me open like a knife *whisper* What am I s’posed to do? Sit there and cry? Why am I sick with dem luv flu? Why do I lie… TO MYSELF!? *whisper* What am I s’posed to do? Sit there and cry? Why am I sick with dem luv flu? Why do I lie? Why do I cry? Why do I hide from my obsessions of plenty? Don’t you see the roaring sea? Please, God, hear my plea……… My grief-stricken, faithful plea…….. Heal me Steal away the pain I was the thief in the night I was watching the scenes of temporary lust – The *********** of life turns to dust My heart yearns for You alone Don’t gnaw at me like a dog with his bone Hold on, dear friend The pain will have its end