my paints are waiting for me

my paints are waiting eagerly for me to return an art studio of my dreams inside my garage I am not ready to paint yet, unsure why. Maybe it is because I have done it too many hours lately. with nothing to show, because I am working on twelve simultaneously. nothing is getting finished. the trouble is the expense of paints. When I pour out yellow, I have to use all of it. I used to put the left overs on a door. But the door is so saturated with paint now, it weighs six tons. I can barely open and close it. So here I sit, finishing up all the paint on two more paintings. Now I am working on fourteen simultaneously. Wishing I was not so cheap.