My heart and I

It is not in question anymore, that I and my heart want two different things we work in different ways though we are not different beings sometimes I want to have some alone time my heart will not agree, it wants to take part all the time I don’t like to allow my heart make decisions But it does it anyway, without my permission while I am busy figuring out my life and looking for solutions it has made us both become delusional Imagine a whole me, being coerced to feel some emotions It has been quite long since I felt this emotional I have been in control of my heart and it’s been frozen like ice But the feeling in my heart is changing and it feels nice My heart has been defrosted; it’s beginning to feel warm again I am glad that it is real and not a game I will follow it this time and convince my mind to do the same There is no point trying to deny what I feel, so I will let the ship sail