Miss You

I feel so lonely… lonelier than I have ever been… I try to hide it… I try not to show it…But I feel it so more deeply… The memories of you and me…Giving me a chance to feel… That you are next to me…You are beside me… But I still feel lonely…I still fell empty.. I was enlightened by your true words of friendship… Helping hand in the time of stressful duties… Sharing the cigarettes and the stories.... The beers we had outside the boundary… The songs we listened and lost ourselves in those lyrics… You healed me when I was hurting…Without a word you understood me.. You trusted me… you always looked up to me… I miss the caring… for you like a small baby… Always making sure you are well fed safe and happy…. Hundred miles I would walk to see you smiling… The snakes and ladder and the card tricks... Is waiting for us to be playing.. I simply miss you in everything…Feels likes the best part of me is missing…. I am counting the hours the seconds and minutes.. Until we meet once again if destiny is willing.. You are one of the best things that ever happened to me… A true friend.. a caring sister…understanding person.. My dearest k… my little one.. I miss you so much…even with all the words I know I am still unable to say how lonely I am.. Without you beside me… I am just breathing… But not sure if I am breathing to be alive... thinking and dreaming and wishing for that day... to see you again and feel you by my side.. as promises were already made,,,, Until that day trust me when i say.. I am missing you more than words can ever say!! Dilu Wijegunasekara 07/08/19