Mirage of Love

You are like a donut with a hole When my favorite is... Iced with filling inside But there is no "inside" to you No "surprise" love for me Waiting in the end You are like a mirage... You look so good You feel so good The sex is so good The vision is so real that... I forget my heart is dry My heart's soul Is parched and cracked From the lack of life sustaining love I am thirsty for... The cool waters of love But you can not give me that You are like a boomerang I send my love out.... And bam it comes right back at me Like a failed message No, what you give only dries me up more You heat my body sexually on fire My heart burns and is in pain Like the fires of hell I want only a taste Of cool sweet love To have just a little.. Would quench the pain and agony of my heart But instead... Love is not what I get I feel like Lazarus I know what hell is like It is real to me And I see it clearly Wanting love... But being separated from it forever If only I could repent While there was still time... Repent from loving the Devil's sons Skeletal men, dry and cold Filled with only one nice hard ..b...e Sweet devils with no flesh Heart or soul Who only leave me burning for love All the more If only I'd repent before... My heart burns in Love's pit of hell Gnashing and in pain With no LOVE, no relief in sight