Masterpeace of Me

I've took this beat down Years and years over I've took my home in the dark Accepted my fate No unicorns no mermaids no make believes My reality the sins of my past The mistakes my leadership I've tried to close my eyes and pray for a change Wanted forgiveness for being me When my heart tries to lead my brain follows fear Force feed my regrets till i vomit rage A sickness i cant control An addiction to the negative A drug with no positive The smoke so thick The mask permanent How does one heal How does one see some type of light The answer more of a question to me When the world you see has no color Can i pick up the brush of change and create the color i seek Time is the canvas i just hope the masterpiece of me can still be discovered.