Madnesss

The matter of the fact is that it’s over. What I’ve been asking for. Whether it’s a dream come true or not. What my action has provoked. What my words really meant. But I know this is it... it is, what it is. He’s action are firm and took my words to heart, That is what I created. Now, that it’s done, And feel his pain, There is no other way. Our presence in front of each other, Is damaging to each other heart and emotion. When you know that you’ll never be one, all because there is another. So, even if we didn’t want to part, We had too. No matter, how much history we may have had, In this life time, Had him a few times, And always had a blast. That it added up to twenty plus something. Right now, some more but tomorrow no more. Because its been going on for too long. Showing and expressing these feelings that continues to keep us together, It continues to grow. That it needs to stop being fed by the expression and the time being spent along with the words. That it all, needs to stop, Give the other, the chance to be happy and grateful for what it has. Not fair to the other. For some reason or another, No matter, how much time passes, we always seem to cross each other’s path. And it begins, again. For now eleven, never realize it. And how close he was becoming of me, When I recall his words of wanting me near more. This is it, really my dear. No more closeness, no more words, no more desire. It is, all of the old….. seemed forever. But, its times to let go. Let see what the future may bring for us, If the time, crosses us again, What would we feel? With all this madness, that has been going on, for all, these years.