Made To Feel

How am I made to feel? Strange sentence There's a loss of control Expressed across several layers It shouldn't be uttered Work should be done to become resilient I'm made to feel I'm not made to feel I'm lost in the loop Of interpretations of those words Overpowered by the concept Struck down by the reality Then I spot myself Hooking onto a word Whilst alone One which will start my descent to gloom I stopped the word 'squander' in its tracks earlier It'll visit again as it's got some tearing up to do No one else is really involved In how I'm made to feel I'm made to feel And feel I do