Lies of the Heart

You are in love with him There is no one like him This you should always see He is your life and your soul He beats you mercilessly Because he loves you There is no one like him You know you love him Stay here and bare it all After a while change will come What if he kills me ? No he won't , he loves me Your kids cry along with you They hardly sleep and although It hurts you , you pretend like it's nothing "Don't cry mom and dad were playing" Stay you love him , your love will Certainly change him , stay . That's what my heart always said 3 years later i am no more . 6 feet under and my children are motherless. My own heart murdered me and locked Me in a place where the keys are buried Was enduring the struggle worth it ? Did my love have an effect on him ? Was staying with him the answer ? The answer is no , I killed myself