Journal Entry Day 130

Will I get anywhere in life? How can I find myself a job? Will I ever be noticed for anything good? Why don't I want to do what I love? Why can't I think more clearly? How can I be happy with myself? How do I find purpose? How do I find freedom in a world with so many rules? How can I enjoy working? Why am I so far behind everyone else? Why can't I be there for others? Is it OK to want to be left alone when I'm sad? Where can I find help? How to make a lot of money? Should I stop oversleeping? How to stop worrying so I can sleep? Why can't I find help? Why can't I find a therapist? What are the first steps to be loved? How to be confident? How to accept my insecurities? Why can't I stop caring about other people's opinions? How to make my mark? How to be noticed by others? How can I express my emotions? Where should I go with my life? How to move on past trauma? What are the best ways to hold a conversation? How can I love myself so I can do better things for the world? What are the best ways to make a positive impact? How to act my age? Why do I find changes in my life miserable? Why does none of my improvement seem to go anywhere? How to let people know I'm struggling?