It's Ashame

Where will love take me but up a hill and then back down one, yet this sounds so familar, like a rollercoaster ride its playing with my emotions. It funny how you can say things so sweet and pretend like you mean them to make me feel so good but all you was really doing for me teaching how stupid I am to fall in love and how you can do me any kind of way and I not realize what your doing. So quick to believe in love to give my heart to you but you think this is some kind of game; a trophy to be tossed any type of way and when I tarnish you have no use for me. The cruelty of the world I have no control over I cry before I take the time to understand I have to move on; withholding any love I have left to give I am insecure, refusing to truly try again.