Innocence

It's not a wish anymore It's my urgent need As I have examined my core Innocence should be in my soul's feed When I look ten years back To my five year old self holding a toy stack Hating on nobody But filled with love for everybody Not understanding the intentions But making deep connections I don't know why I am understanding everything so deep And holding the emotions my heart can't keep "You're a big girl now" is something I don't wanna hear I want to cry so hard if I can't bear Just wanna say sorry to those I hated on But my ego will get hurt if I practice it for long I want to be that five year kid again Where I was self obsessed Now I am so insecure I don't know till when I'll endure