In My Head and In Reality

I know a place where many people would like to visit but cant. I know a place where a lot of people don’t know I go. I go to this place when no one can get a hold of me. This place is full of music, it got vivid bright colors. The music plays all the time. I have a husband with no face and kids with no faces. But lately those faces are blurry. Getting clearer, at least for the husband it does. The colors though, bright and beautiful, show all the meaning in this place I go to. The blue so blue that its bluer than the ocean. Bluer than my eyes and yours as well. The house is built just to my liking. The cat walks by and looks up at me and meows. The dog barks in the back ground, the fish makes bubbles, and the kids giggle in the other room. I’m in the kitchen cleaning and making dinner while I hear the TV on in the living room and he’s playing a game while talking to the giggling kids. I walk in there to see the colors on the screen of the computer as beautiful the ones I see. The red of the shirt he is wear and the blonde of his hair. The giggle that pierces my thoughts and I turn to see the little girl all full of joy. The couch ruby red just like the ruby I wear around the neck. The diamond on my finger is shinier that I've ever seen. The earrings in my ears dangle around my neck. Then the cry of the little boy needing his diaper changed laying on the dark emerald green blanket with the yellow giraffe on it. In walks the sandiest of brown and white dogs with so much energy that her face looks like its almost smiling. The cat comes in from the other door and rubs affectionately on the little girl whose laugh punctured my thoughts just moments before. I look back at the little boy on the couch whose cries now have punctured these thoughts. I turn and walk over to him. I pick him up and say why you crying my little man. His tears fade and a smile comes to his face. In this place I'm finally me and I'm finally happy again. This is my place and no one can take it from me.