If I Didn't Love You

If I didn’t love you, I wouldn’t hurt as I do now. I wouldn’t be in this hopeless situation. I wouldn’t have to hide and keep so many secrets. I would be able to think ten thoughts without you taking up nine of them. If I didn’t love you, I wouldn’t lose so much sleep. I wouldn’t have to worry about what is going to happen. I wouldn’t have to lie to so many people. I would be able to give you up. But I do love you. I love you enough for all the trouble to be more than worth it. I love you enough to never want to let you go. I love you enough to do anything to keep you close. I love you enough to stay by your side no matter what happens. I love you. I love you. I love you.