If I didn't had your love

If I didn't had your love My father I would not be able to live Without your love Please father give me Some love Because I know that You have lots of love to spare You are the one made love With your holy hands AIso it is love that reals My broken heart That is in pain I already took lots of pain killers And nothing worked Yes I overdose on pain killers That is something that is very dangerous to do But I also was getting desperate Yes father lots of people broke my heart again I also don't know what else to do I don't know if I should end the friendship Because I hate to be alone without friends