If and Only If

IF AND ONLY IF If i were a love poet, i would write you the sweetest words ever known to mankind. In that piece, i would describe how you make me feel and how real it is even though you are hundreds of kilometres away. I would describe your beauty, patience, humility and your loving heart. I would sing to you the sweetest song with the most touching words. i would kiss your heart and forever cherish that moment. I would uplift you and always write about you. You are simply amazing, a girl, different from the rest. I am messed but you are the best and because of that, i feel blessed. If and only if i were a love poet, i would put pen to paper and revive all shattered dreams. I would ignite that romantic fire beyond physical desire and take us higher. If only, i were a love poet. If I could become a love poet, I would touch your heart with the purest of emotion, so tender and loving. i would fulfill that empty void with nothing but love and happiness. If and only if. i would spend eternity waiting for you and I to become us, the relationship that I've always longed for. you are all I've ever wanted and needed. Unfortunately, I am not a love poet! I am Fred! A human far from perfection and am afraid. I am defined by imperfections and mixed feelings. I am like a Lilly in the canyon, picking on every possible threshold. But even if i am like a dry valley that slowly dries in the desert, i feel refreshed by your love. i sour above like a dove in the white skies. you take away all my tears and my lonely cries. therefor between us, there shall be no lies because each time i look into your eyes, i see the future of our lives. deep down to where it lies. to be frank, I love you so much and i hope you feel it. Till i see you, till i confront you, till i gather up my courage to say it all to your face, all i can do is hold on and hope. I truly love you.